Tuesday, November 30, 2004

The Dante's Inferno Test has sent you to the First Level of Hell - Limbo!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
LevelScore
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very High
Level 2 (Lustful)Low
Level 3 (Gluttonous)Moderate
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Very Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Moderate
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Very High
Level 7 (Violent)High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)Moderate
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)Low

Take the Dante's Divine Comedy Inferno Test
[Grr.]
So I realized today that, often when I post on here, I'm a pretty angry person, and that writing usually makes me a little less pissed off. I guess it's better to swear a lot and make me look like a psycho on a web journal than to go out and kill people, right?
On a side note, I'd like to thank a few people that have gotten me through the days without going insane. They're out there and I don't know what I'd do without them. Lisa, Court, Genia, Steph, you make my days worth it all.
Whether it's just saying hi, or staying up until 4 in the morning talking--I love you guys, you make my life complete.

Sunday, November 28, 2004

[Hicks]
So I went to Ohio for Thanksgiving. The drive there was about 14 hours and I slept about 2. I drove for 6 and then when I got there I was exhausted, but I didn't sleep. Instead, the family made me stay up ultil after we ate and everyone else came to the house and all that happened. By 8 I was barely able to stand up to go to my bed.
Well as it turns out, nothing has changed in the three years since I was last down there. The cousins got a Playstation2, the older cousin got *another* girlfriend, and the younger of the two grew his hair out and is becoming more and more like a redneck.
So I was at my grandmother's house just chilling after a tryptophan overload, and my aunt was on the computer looking at some Ebay stuff she wanted to buy. Well, just as she was going to check out, my uncle walks up and says to her "Get off the computer, I want to show Karen some pictures." (Karen is my mom). So what does my aunt do? She gets right off of the computer. Wtf? Isn't that abuse of some sort? So later on, when Kevin, my uncle was talking with my grandparents, Trisha wasn't even allowed to sit with them to talk with them. Sigh. Maybe I don't have the mental capacity for such grown-up things, but I don't think that's right.
So I took second shift on the drive home last night. But since it was torrentially downpouring I didn't get any sleep as my mom was driving. So I'm going on about 8 hours of sleep in the past 48 hours and I feel great. I think I'm going to drink a Bawls to keep me up til the end of this post. Whatev.

Tuesday, November 16, 2004

[Endless]
That's what it is. The cycle of stupidity and intolerance that I endure daily.
For example, today at school, someone I know started flipping out at me because I proved him wrong. It was pretty bad, too.
Picture a kid that is so blindly dedicated to his sect of Christianity that he would let himself be seen as an idiot just to defend it. Imagine a Bible Thumper. Now make that kid 10 times more zealous about it. That's this kid. He pisses me off so much. Every fucking day this kid preaches at me trying to make me "see the light." Fuck off cockbite. I'm so fucking sick of people telling me that I'm wrong. Especially the ones that don't have enough intelligence to realize I don't give a flying fuck about what they're saying.
Anyway, the worst part of it all was when I proved him wrong, it was about a stupid statement HE made about religion. He was telling my friend that Catholics were the ones that burned people at the stake for being witches. UH DING DONG MORON. First off, in England when they burned the people, they were LUTHERAN, not CATHOLIC. Second, when they burned people in Salem, they were P-U-R-I-T-A-N. Still not Catholic. Now, I don't like religion at all. Can't stand it, but what I hate more than that are people that willingly or knowingly spread false statements as the truth.
Even after I told the kid he was wrong, he wouldn't shut up. He says to me "Oh, now you're the expert on religion, Mr. Atheist? Let me tell you something, you'll never see a Babtist burning someone at the stake; we're just better than that."
Who the fuck gave this kid the power to tell people that one group of idiots is better than the next? That's the worst thing on this accursed planet--people who think that they're better than others because of race, religion, body type, or whatever. I thought we established that during the Second World War, or the Civil and Gay Rights Movements, but apparently not.
I'll leave that account at that, so I can move on.
At work, I saw in the paper that there's a Supreme Court hearing happening because there are apparently pedophiles out there that have been confessing to priests. So, wouldn't you think that the most sensible thing is to report it? Well, no. Apparently there is an actual law that says if someone confesses, the priest has to keep that confession confidential. What the fuck? Isn't that setting a broad double standard? I mean, if someone kills someone, or they molest a kid, they can tell the priest and it's ok?
I work at an afterschool program, and if a kid says that someone touched them, we are required, BY LAW to report it immediately. Why? We, the staff, are seen as the link between the kid and the adult world, and it's our lawful duty to report stuff like that when it happens and is told to us.
But what about the link between the purpetrators of these crimes and the rest of the world? Are they exempt because of some doctorate written by a bunch of old men almost 1500 years ago?
This shouldn't even be up for debate. Use some common sense, people.
I've said it before, and I'll say it again. I don't like religion. It breeds stupid people. There's a bill up for vote in Washington that is trying to ban all stem cell research in the country. Why? Because it's immoral and unethical. Yes. I can see that it's immoral and unethical to try to find ways for blind people to see, and it's obviously immoral and unethical to help paralyzed people walk again, and there isn't a single shread of evidence supporting that helping people with brain damage recover is ethical in any way.
What I see in religion is a singular movement to breed a hatred for those who would resist assimilation. That means, anyone who doesn't share every single belief that that particular religion or sect holds. For example, the Christian belief that gay people are evil, or the Muslim belief that the Christian religion is wrong, etc.
Religion also tries to hold back the release of knowledge because the religious officials don't agree with it. Prime example, Stem Cell Researching. Christians don't think it should happen because the stem cells used in the research come from miscarriaged and aborted fetuses. "Life starts at conception, and goes on after death...blah blah blah...the body is a holy sanctum and must be preserved..." In other words, they don't have a fucking clue what the scientists are doing, and they have their thumbs shoved so far up their own asses that they won't admit when they're wrong.

Bottom line:
Religion = Willful Ignorance.

Once again,

Fuck off.

Good night.