Monday, August 23, 2004

[Dumbass]
Well, once again, I have screwed up big time. How, this time? To start, let me tell you about my friend. She's a very smart person and a lot like me. Believe it or not, over the few months I've known her, she had developed a crush on me. But, as per usual I fucked that up. Tonight I was talking to her and I mentioned my good friend Alex (a female friend I know from Colorado, who I have no chance with whatsoever), and she got a little upset and since I'm retarded, when I tried to cheer her up, I just made her more upset.
How can I be so stupid? I don't try to be, but it just happens. So, once again I ruined a good thing going for me just by being my usual dumbass self.
This is exactly why I don't get involved with anyone anymore. Whenever I do, I do something stupid and I lose a friend.

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